i suck at life. i swear to god i will lose ten pounds before school. i will crash diet if I fucking have to. 

too embarrassed to post what I ate. I will always be a fatass. for the rest of my fucking life

i don’t know why it’s so hard to not eat. i want to be so small. why can’t I control my brain/stomach. im gunna eat a skinny cow dessert and go work out

upper thigh is 21 inches. underneath ass is 36

4 pieces of orange chicken

a bowl of lentels and rice

salad

turkey burger

banana

gondola 

some pie

i want to be a tiny little thing again. fifteen to twenty pounds gone. buying a scale soon. going to weigh myself. write down what I eat and exercise. this will be a very boring blog