June 2011
7 posts
im starting over
i suck at life. i swear to god i will lose ten pounds before school. i will crash diet if I fucking have to.
today
too embarrassed to post what I ate. I will always be a fatass. for the rest of my fucking life
i don’t know why it’s so hard to not eat. i want to be so small. why can’t I control my brain/stomach. im gunna eat a skinny cow dessert and go work out
weight: 121-122 pounds.
upper thigh is 21 inches. underneath ass is 36
fatfuck
4 pieces of orange chicken
a bowl of lentels and rice
salad
turkey burger
banana
gondola
some pie
here is how this works
i want to be a tiny little thing again. fifteen to twenty pounds gone. buying a scale soon. going to weigh myself. write down what I eat and exercise. this will be a very boring blog
this is for me only